Following The Yearning Of My Soul...
I ran on and on, the dusty track seemed to never end... Running off road again reminding me of being in beautiful Bubion, in the Alpujarra mountains... I passed a huge herd of goats with their goatherd, and saw no one else...
I felt rather like I was time travelling... The route and the goats, the silence, the cloudy grey skies seemed somehow steeped in energy of times past... And I ran through in my bright running kit, having emerged from my Star Trek like space ship home, where everyone is clad in bright tight kit, and in the main looking lean and long and brown...
I returned to find I had received an email from my friend Jo... Her husband Neil, a fireman was at his fire station by Gatwick and saw me out running!
I was in England for just one day and was outdoors for approximately thirty minutes...! It's all energy, it's all vibration...
We are all circling around each other, moving together and apart as our energy expands and contracts, transforms, transmutes, remains stagnant... Whatever is going on, we are all connected and vibrating at different frequencies... We orbit around one another like planets in our own solar system... Order in the seeming chaos if we look within...
After my run, I went for a swim in the fifty meter outdoor pool... Heaven!
Later...
I went to book a treatment with the osteopath here...
And I heard some sad news... Doctor Antonio who saved my life when I was here two years ago with Pru, passed away suddenly last month...
He was the same age as me and a very vibrant, generous hearted man...
His words two years ago have always resonated with me and are part of why I have taken the steps to live as I do...
I saw a lot of him when I was here, visiting him twice daily so that he could check on the progress of my infected finger.. Pru and I got to know him well... He told us of his adventures sailing round the world...
He said that he always followed his heart as this was important in working with others, to only be there if you really wanted...
I remembered this and once I knew I must go on my nomadic journey with Anadi, I recognised that it was part of my commitment to my work with others - to model living from my heart, being true to myself...
How could I support others in listening to their inner voice and clearing any blocks to their own truthful self expression if I wasn't doing it myself...?
And I am here... Running free, writing, being with Anadi and working with people to a level that allows me to 'do it all'... Influenced by Doctor Antonio's words, because they resonated with my own soul's yearning....
