Life is Full of Mystery
Anadi and I are sitting on a new balcony... The Gros Piton is rising up like a black giant fir cone in front of us... The sound of the waves lapping, the cicadas chirping, and a couple chatting on their balcony next door is the setting for our new act, scene 1...
Year two of being husband and wife...
Year two of being nomads...
A year ago we had set off on our nomadic journey, but we still had shedding to do... A flat sale to go through, a car and still some possessions to sell and give away - and my therapy room - there was still letting go to happen...
And on this day a year ago we married on pigeon island...
I rose early this morning, and ran down the road to train with Rodja while Anadi was still sleeping.
It was Rodja's birthday and my wedding anniversary, and we were in the gym training at 7am...!
We talked about resilience; my friend Jim and I spent many miles exploring whether it is an innate quality of whether it can be learned... JIm explored this more deeply in his PhD; today Rodja and I continued the dialogue - as the sweat poured off me...
It feels innate - it feels like my energy was in me - that I was born out of my energy, and that my resilience was born of my energetic make up...
But then there is so much more than we know - perhaps I learned it through lessons in previous lifetimes...? Perhaps I have transmuted and transformed energetically as I have journeyed through lives I cannot remember; to incarnate now with an energetic propensity for resilience ...
I ran home to my beautiful Anadi James - he was busy setting up a live stream event for his company iMediaLibrarySports... Anadi has huge resilience too; this shared energy has meant that once we committing to heading off to wander the world, to free ourselves from what we knew before; that we have never turned back... Even when we have encountered challenges...
There is no turning back... We have both a lifetime orientation of journeying inwards and seeing where that takes us... We both would rather follow this inner road, less travelled, than turn back.
So it was likely we would meet.
It was likely our similar energetic vibration would mean that we journeyed together;
And that I would walk into his life, and he mine, and we would both find who we had been looking for without knowing we were looking...
In the same way, it is not surprising that I walked across the bridge on the first day in St Lucia, and found exactly who I was looking for to help me train - without knowing I was looking for someone...
Life is full of mystery but it is also very clear too... It is there in front of us always, our own vibration, our own sound. If we follow it, it will lead us to the source of our truth and so will direct our course and we need have no fear.
Anadi and I went back to the park we got married in today; we walked and ran and celebrated our lives, our love for one another and we celebrated being here on the planet, together.